I know i haven’t been updating. but the domain this was living on died and I’ve needed to make some changes so now this site lives at thedocument.ruzz.org and has been so renamed.
July 20th, 2010 - marla
entry:
retro(spect) //
the lights dim and dark while a sea of bodies shifts and settles around us. i feel your warmth against the chilled air. we wait to be carried away. your arm is wrapped in my arm. i feel the tips of your fingers. your head rests on my shoulder and i kiss your fontanelle; feel the scratch of your head-wrap. i breath deep your now uncommon smell. you smell of baked cookies and comfort. you smell like the promise of an end to isolationism. you smell like my love and i miss you terribly only when i’m beside you. i’m always prey beside your scent. always weak and needy. it’s a delicate sort of love that breaks you down one ache at a time and i’m grateful for the vitalness of resonating skin, aching hearts, and the beauty of your sadness.